Tag: family
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It’s Finally February
Finally, the year of January is over! On this fine first day of February, I’ve got a lot going on. I gave myself a little break from blogging for a few days because I met my goals for January and I was a little burned out yesterday from the gecko situation. I had only planned…
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The Garden?
So we’ve been watching the Garden…cult or commune for the past two evenings. this show is nuts. If I could sum it up in one sentence, it would be hippies hosting preppers as potential living partners is this bizarre commune. This is bonkers and I don’t exactly understand the why. I don’t understand why this…
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So annoyed
I had a meeting with my fellow lacrosse coaches for Girl’s team. I played lacrosse way back in the day and I love coaching her team and the little girls’ team too. I played goalie and now I’ll be working with middle school goalies too. I am really excited about that, actually. I generally like…
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Dreams become reality…maybe
Today I got the email that I made it to the first round of interviews for that camp job I was interested in. It’s literally one week this summer, but I really REALLY want this. It was one of those video interviews where it asks a question and then you get 60 seconds to formulate…
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A little secret about me
Something I do when I’m alone is ask my phone what I need to hear and then I hit shuffle on my music and the first song that plays is what I need to know in that moment. Sometimes my phone gets on a good run and everything that follows feels equally as good. So…
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the year ahead
This year is off to a great start. I feel really inspired and happy so far. I’m eagerly awaiting the stsaff applications to open for the camp I want to work at, lacrosse practice starts this week, and I feel energized. That’s rare for me this time of year, as I’m usually down and sad…
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Shot day
Today is Friday, the day I give myself a tiny injection of testosterone. I’ve been looking forward to this since Wednesday or so. This was my fifth week injecting myself. I don’t mind needles and so the idea of injecting myself wasn’t scary to me. I’ve had no trouble with it, especially because my doctor’s…
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New Year’s Eve/Welcome 2024
It’s almost my year! I still have that feeling that 2024 is my year! 2023 had its ups and downs, but I definitely have felt so much personal growth this year. I was able to enforce boundaries in person with people, and I learned so much about my relationship with my father and how I…
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Boy #1…revisited
This morning started out with some tough love from me to Boy #1. I found out things I had suspected and was updated on other things that I had no idea about. Only one of these things made me feel a positive emotion. I like the idea of him being in a band. He just…