It’s time for me to get back to regular writing. I do miss it, but it’s been hard to get my head back into normal routine lately. I don’t really understand why I am struggling so much with writing consistently these last few months, other than working through some pretty old trauma that hurts a lot.
Every time I start to feel like I’m coming out of this weird therapy/trauma fog, it seems like one more things pops up. I’m still not fully back into all my hobbies again and I’m not really enjoying coaching lacrosse this season. I don’t feel depressed at all, maybe a little sad, but nothing that would normally have me sidelined and unhappy with taking the time to enjoy things I really do like.
I am really closing to submitting the paperwork for my legal name change. I think I’m set on the name for now and I am ready to do it! I just need to fill out the paperwork and then take it to the court and pay money. I cannot wait to change my name and leave the facade completely behind me. This feels like the last huge step in making things official. This is probably the most important step too. I’ve wanted a new name since I was a little kid.
Hopefully I can keep myself writing regularly because it is good for my soul!
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