You ever have the feeling that an upcoming year is YOUR YEAR? That’s where I’m at right now. I can’t tell you what will happen or what will be so awesome, but something great is coming. I wish I knew or could express how excited I truly feel for 2024. I haven’t felt something so strongly for an upcoming year like I do with next year. It will be awesome.
So for now, I am hibernating, relaxing, preparing, and getting ready to dump all of my energy into whatever comes along, or whatever I feel I need to take care of. I know that I still need to rest from surgery and fully recover, but I am almost there. I know that I have some weird problems with my attention span thanks to ADHD, but I also know that I can hyper-focus. And once I do that, I am going to get it all done and done well.
I have spent some of this recovery time learning more about myself. Making random lists about myself and the things around me from a book about making lists. There’s a bunch of prompts like who you wish you never met, what words you would take back if you could, favorite whatevers, and all kind of other things. That stream of consciousness that I get into when I work through those lists helps me to realize that I am so much stronger than I realize and so much more able to handle things than I want to admit. Or maybe than I realize, I’m not really sure.
What I do know is that I am tired of resting, tired of feeling like I am behind and I am supposed to do something bigger and better than what I have been doing. The military was great and all, and I’m sure there’s huge things I did there that were just “doing my job” to me. But I feel like I have a real chance to do something big and next year is the year to really get it going. I am going to continue working on self-improvement and aligning myself up better with my skills and abilities. I know that something huge and good is coming my way.
Stay tuned for updates as we move into the new year. I’m hoping to have big news early on. I don’t want to wait for this all year!
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