Zander's Inside Voice

…zany, too deep introspection from a scattered perfectionist

About Me
  • My doctor’s visit today

    I go to an awesome doctor’s office. Last year I saw the nurse practitioner for my first appointment but a few months ago I got a call that she was leaving and would I like to see the doctor instead. I said sure, because I had heard awesome things about him. The staff there is…

    zanderham13

    13th Oct 2022
    Life, The Real Me
    Mental Health, trauma
  • Handling what should be easy

    My youngest will be 10 in December. We’ve had a couple of strange moments over the past year that I can’t really work through in my mind. It feels like something deeper is happening with her and I don’t like that she’s so quiet about it. The first instance was last December. I found a…

    zanderham13

    12th Oct 2022
    Life, relationships
    family, love, parenting
  • Another Book to Be!

    I started preparing for NaNoWriMo today. Last year I wrote a very rough draft of a book in the first half of November. I love that story still. I started to reread it a few weeks ago and it’s even better than I remember! It needs a ton of work to be a decent book…

    zanderham13

    11th Oct 2022
    Life, Mental Health, relationships, writing
    family, NaNoWriMo, trauma, writing
  • I Am Evil

    I went off on my teenager today. We were traveling back from our trip and he was whining about being hungry. Now, there’a million and one reasons why this temper tantrum set me off today. 1. He CHOSE not to eat much this morning. Like, he did not want what was there and did not…

    zanderham13

    10th Oct 2022
    Life, relationships
    family, parenting, travel
  • Take that…

    Today my younger soccer team won their last game. Our final record is 7-1. Haha Gramps…I don’t need no stinking book to coach a very successful recreational league soccer team, full of 3rd and 4th graders. I wasn’t there, but I emailed my stand-in coach to get the information. Some of the kids made a…

    zanderham13

    8th Oct 2022
    my soccer team stories
    coaching, soccer
  • travel

    Today we are leaving on a weekend trip. The place we are going is about 45 minutes from where I grew up and where some of my extended family lives. It’s where all of my grandparents are buried and where my parents owned two different houses in two different cities/towns. It’s where my elementary school,…

    zanderham13

    7th Oct 2022
    Life, Memories, relationships
    family, trauma, travel
  • Question of the Day

    One of the things that makes me who I am is this intense curiosity I was born with. I remember asking why all the time when I was young, like beyond the normal stage of asking why to everything. It was like this crazy thirst to find out more. I have always needed to know…

    zanderham13

    7th Oct 2022
    Question of the Day
    baking, curiosity
  • Hard stuff accomplished…

    So I just had that hard conversation with my dad. It went so well. He went first and talked about how he didn’t tell me something he wanted to do when we last visited was important to him and how he wanted to get there early. He just said they wanted to go early, which…

    zanderham13

    6th Oct 2022
    relationships
    family
  • Closure Not Needed?

    This one hit me over the head yesterday. I always considered closure important and something that I needed to get over things. I was always upset when someone just stopped talking to me completely and I didn’t get all the answers I needed. I felt like I couldn’t just let things go and I was…

    zanderham13

    6th Oct 2022
    Life, Memories, Mental Health, relationships, The Real Me
    depression, trauma
  • Vivid Dreams

    I slept terribly last night. I take Clonidine for nightmares because they used to be so bad that I didn’t want to go to sleep. I didn’t want to take any medication for a long time because I wasn’t sure how I would react to it. But eventually I wasn’t sleeping well most of the…

    zanderham13

    5th Oct 2022
    Life
    dreams
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